hm..i know i havent written anything for soooo long!!!~lol...i m just lazy...

im writing this post to pepe...after i read her post..it made me think a lot....i know bad things always happen..like charles always tell me when i m not in good mood.. " shit happens all the time, u just need to deal with it." pepe...i know its not fair that u had to stay in the hospital during x'mas...and i could see how painful it was for u ...i helped u moving that 2 super big machine when u wanted to go to washroom...i was so ¤ß¯k to see u suffer...but there was nth we could do...all i could do at that time..was to pui u in the hospital and try to cheer u up...

but...there is nth much for us to do now...we cannot ease your pain...all we can do is to pray that ur scar and ur heart will heal. i know u have been a strong gurl...i m not asking u to be strong-er here...i just want u to remember that we r always here for u. just remember all the fun time we have when u r having a bad day...hopefully that can cheer u up a little bit...

btw...u r not the blackest person la...hehe...actually...i feel so black these days too!!!~and i think i m a bad temepr person...cuz everytime i m in bad mood..i just dumped it all at charles...(at least u just sleep/watch tv..without yelling at anyone!! :p) dats why everytime i feel i m gonna explode , i think about that phrase....shit happens...and its not anyone s fault...©ú¤Ñ·|§ó¦n..isnt it?

i dont see u anymore at schoool....but u r always free to call me or any gurl if u want to...we love u too

hihihihihi~~i m finally updating!!!!!!!~well i dont think ppl visit my site since i never update anymore..@@ o well..yesterday was my bday..i didnt tell too many frds about it..cuz i think..if they remember, they'd just say happy bday and show how much they care ~and i DID get a lot (when i say a lot...its really A LOT) of text msg, msn msgs, friendster testimonials, and fone calls...i was sooo soooo touched and thankful!! dat i have so many frds who care about me...~and i got so many "bday songs" yesterday too!! dat was very very sweeet of u guys :-p

anywayz...since my sis went back to taiwan after final exams..i m all alone in van again!!!!!~but sometimes feel kinda lonely at home ne..cuz its TOO QUIET la!!!! o well...i am going back to tw at the end of june too...so its ok la...

im now sitting at sub using dis AMS computer..and its so stupid..cuz it just automatically logged off...but it did warn me..so i had time to save this weblog b4 my stuff is gone@@ i m waiting for charles to get off from his NTG club meeting......~

o ya..lastly....to andy!! Happy BirThdAy man!!!!!!!!!!!~ sorri that i cant go to ur bday party!! (and sorry that i said i'd go and then changed my mind..^^") u know i have a good reason la..~it was my bday too :p and see u in tw o!!!~remember to call me!!!!!!!! u cant leave me there cuz i dont have any frds in tw anymore..T_T

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR!!!!

mm....actually..i m not really happy lately....its my first year celebrating it without mom (dad is always not here la..so doesnt make a huge difference :-p) My whole family in tw went to Malaysia to celebrate chinese new yr..lol 

i think tonite is  °£¤i rite? mm....feel sooo lonely and sad tho!!! i m realli worried about school...for some reasons i think i m just too stupid for science...y did i even choose sciences when i got into ubc?!?! should've taken arts!!!!!!!!@@ seriously......i think i m not a very smart person + i m not that hard working either...

so pepe...things i told u last nite was really wut i thought....i feel humiliated...so..dont laugh at me k? btw.how come u didnt tell me that u went to hospital ne?!?!@@ i had to read ur xanga!!!! >< ngo ho lau ar!!!!

and tap...dont worry ne..its only a midterm...if u think u r not capable of being in this faculty, i think i should just kill myself rite now. hahahaha  and...add oil on sorting things out...and then tell me the whole thing all at once...lol..i m so 8

veron!!~havent seen u for a loooong looong time!!!!!!!!~awwww...its not that i m ­«¦â»´¤Í or sth...its just that we r both tooo busy!!!! hope u see u soon la...i have my reading break next week!!!!

BUT b4 my reading break...biochem midterm...damn..i think i m failing that course

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hahahahahaahahhaah omg pepe lau!!! ya u did tell me!!~wahhaa..but u didnt say WHEN u were going to go to the hospital.. :-p so dat doesnt count!!!!~ ^^"  sorri sorri

the last time i updated my xanga was dec. 3..veron's b-day....wow.....its been a looong time!! but i do read ppl's xanga once in a while!!!~* i still care about u guys*~

hm..nth much to write about..my life is always a boring one~! my mom went back to tw last monday la...she knows that me and my sis are not going to cook....instead of teaching us how to cook (or leaving a whole month of food supply), she just simply gave us money to buy food...lol

this term i have a pretty good timetable...i dont need to go to shool on tuesday o~hahaha anywayz realli donno wut to type now @@

AbNoRmAL @@

got drunk at a wednesday nite!??! dat doesnt happen everyday!!

stay up all nite doing my lab report on thursday (or friday, wutever)

i even used a super energetic tone to say GOOD MORNING to my dear sis

she was like " u - didnt - sleep - at - all ???!?!?!!?!?!?"

had my breakfast/lunch/dinner at 3 am at ¤E°O (i didnt eat any normal meal on thurs cuz still felt kinda sick from the alcohol the nite b4), i hate that place but it not like i have other choice anyway

btw..its 7:30 gonna go to school sooOOooN~ seee u guys at school la!!

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i m gonna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Veron!!!!! u r FINALLY 20!! muah!